Since the New Year’s my self-reflection has kept me out of life-participation. The only things I have been doing is performing stand up comedy. And my mood has reflected my act. After my set at the Comic Strip last night, many comics said “Dude, you’re way too dark.”
I think a big issue for me is that I only accept the love that I think I deserve. Which in actuality is very little to none. It’s been said that Hugh Murray has never had a faithful girlfriend. It’s also been said that I’ve tossed many-a-girl aside in favor for a hotter sluttier girl. Whoops.
I’m about to drop some more information from something that I have read. I don’t want to always hear an awesome thing someone else created and then reflect on it and then post it, but a wise girl quoted Chuck Palahniuk to me today and said “Nothing of me is original. I am the combined effort of everyone I have ever known.”
So fuck it. Thanks, Jules.